I've been following a discussion on the Everyday Matters group and it has gotten my wheels turning. The talk has been about the utility of specific drawing assignments suggested by others, whether there's really utility or purpose to everyone deciding to draw a piece of fruit one week, a pair of shoes the next, and then sharing their work and discussing it. While some people love it and
have made it the main business of the group, others have complained that it has diverted the purpose of the group and distracted it from its original intention.
I'm not interested in taking sides because I think any sort of drawing is a good thing. However, I'd like to clarify what I'm up to with my drawing. While I have done some nice drawings here in Rome, I'm not interested in being a travel writer or an illustrator or a fine artist.
I want to live my life to its fullest and I find that drawing what I encounter deepens my appreciation. While I share my work with others, I make it for me. When I have unusual and interesting experiences like I'm having in Rome right now, my drawings seem to have a wider interest. But my core philosophy is that every day matters. Every single day. The day you meet the president. The day you have a baby. The day you find a special on sirloin at the supermarket. The day you get your shoes back from the cobbler. I find that drawing helps me to commemorate those events, large and small, dull and transformative. For me, that's the point of art. To deepen my understanding of my life.
If someone else's suggestion that I draw a particular thing opens my eye to fruit or glasses or the pattern of sunshine on my counterpane, then that's great. But ultimately, we all live different lives and are handed assignments by each dawning day. Each day we're handed a new set of challenges, new rivers to ford, new choices and wonders and pains and lessons. If we think the day is full and familiar, we need just dig deeper into it, look for fresh insight, peel back the layers of the onion. I find that drawing helps me do that.
Art lessons familiarize one with the tools but they are not a substitute for digging one's own ditches, constructing one's own nest. They are just abstractions and life is very concrete. I enjoy what I learn in life-drawing classes, but learn far more by drawing my wife's sleeping body, my reflection in the bedroom mirror.
To draw, one must draw. Exercises and academic and books provide examples of what one might do, but experience is the real teacher. Take tomorrow as your assignment. Draw your breakfast, your bus stop, your bathroom wall while you're shitting, your laundry as you fold it, your children as they watch TV, your pillow as you wait for lights out.
Be bold with your exploration. Capture what you do and have always done. Then push yourself to new experiences if only to draw them. Visit new neighborhoods and draw them. Meet new people and draw them. Try new foods, read new books, smell new flowers, do anything that will deepen your understanding and your appreciation of your world and your place in it.
I don't care if you think your drawings suck, if you are ashamed to show them to anyone else. What matters is that you pause and contemplate. If your record of that contemplation is inaccurate, try again. Feel deeper. See deeper. Slow down. Relax. And tomorrow, do it again. You aren't being graded or evaluated on your drawing. No more than you are being evaluated on your life itself. The only thing that matters is you. What you experience. How you experience it. How much you get out of this day and the next. This is your life. Dig into it. Embrace it. Notice its curves and angles. Explore its corners. Feels its edges and put them down on paper. The pen, the page, are just tools for you to take time and slow it down. I can't make you do it my way, any more than I can force you to live your life my way. You decide, you forge your style, you pick the line that draws your life.
Take tomorrow and instead of hesitating and questioning and doubting and fretting, draw your breakfast, draw your day. Then try it again the day after. With each successive day, you'll be clearer and deeper. If you miss a day, don't freak out or beat yourself up. Just take on the day after that.
Share the results if you'd like. By sharing you will find commonality and support. But maybe you don't need more than self sufficiency. In that case, keep your drawings for yourself. Or toss them out as you do them. The drawings don't matter, the drawing does.
Comments
You are truly "something else".....and that doesn't sound nearly as complimentary as I mean for it to be. Your words are as touching to the soul as your drawings are. Thank you for sharing of yourself so generously and eloquently.
Posted by: Jane | July 30, 2005 05:24 PM
Danny -- one word "AMEN!" Drawing is a very personal process for me and I for one feel like it is important to continue doing it for personal reasons... Who cares what it looks like! Do it for the process of drawing; for the relaxation that comes, for the seeing and knowing that develops!
Thanks for reminding me and all of us -- SEE DEEPER!
Best,
Christina Lopp Schwabecher
www.watercolorjournaling.com
Posted by: Christina Schwabecher | July 30, 2005 06:07 PM
I too drink deeply from the pool of life Danny.
Thank you for sharing.
Jan
Posted by: Jan | July 30, 2005 07:49 PM
Essays like this are why I subscribe to this blog. The periodic lightning jolts of recognition and reinforcement I need to keep working at art are like the whack from a zen masters stick that say: Hey you! Pay attention.
Posted by: Jim Cummings | July 30, 2005 09:47 PM
Danny. You are such an inspiration, and your words really get into the meat of the matter. Thank you!
Posted by: TomD. | July 30, 2005 11:21 PM
Thank you for these words; they came at the right time. I am truly open to this right now and know that tomorrow I will draw my day. Your conviction and encouragement have strengthened my artist's soul and own resolve. I'm on my way up from a downward spiral I was in, and you are right to let everyone know how important it is to truly see life through drawing in a totally absorbed and dedicated way. Thank you again, Danny..it's not the first time you've lit a spark in my artistic heart. Your drawings are wonderfully detailed yet clear, as are your essays.
A couple of questions though... have you ever had long periods where you've not drawn at all because of something like depression or sour moods? Have you learned how to transcend these kinds of times and push past them to keep drawing daily?
Posted by: Amy | July 31, 2005 02:57 AM
Amy:
Thanks for your kind words.
Yes, I have gone through long, drawing-less periods. Once I didn't draw for three years. Now, I know that when I feel lost, I don't draw and that when I don't draw, I often feel lost.
When I start again, the drawings are often weak, timid, covered with rust. The next day, the drawing gets better. And so on.
It's possible to stray from the path. But the path will stay where it is, waiting for you to return.
Come back, one drawing at a time, and you'll feel better, more connected, more productive, more you.
Your pal,
Danny
Posted by: Danny | July 31, 2005 03:11 AM
Blimey, that's an impressive tyre on that scooter...and impressive entry all round.
Posted by: Detlef | July 31, 2005 04:46 AM
Since I am fortunate enough to be able to teach drawing at the community college, students are considering my class this fall. I've been asked over and over again: Is it hard? Will there be alot of assignments? How much time will it take? The other thing they tell me is "I can't draw; so how am I going to pass this class". Of course I don't have an answer other than tell them to just sign up and have fun; then they look at me strangely. But I thought you'd like to know I show them your book and blog. You have a way of telling (and showing) it like it is. Graci!
~Sharon
Posted by: Sharon | July 31, 2005 12:37 PM
Thank you so much for this essay... (when you and your editors put your essays together in a contemporary version of The Art Spirit, let us know!!)
I am part of another group trying to get past/get over Toxic Criticism... and it is easy to get caught up in drawing/doing what everybody else is... but your previous promises of living deeper, seeing more clearly are a huge part of why I want to draw more and more (AND "better.").
As a new breast cancer survivor, I can hardly wait to draw my "bust stop".... :-) Oh, and you can be sure I'll post it... The fears I have don't extend to putting myself in cyber space.
Posted by: Dana | July 31, 2005 10:14 PM
Right on!
Posted by: Pat | August 1, 2005 08:04 AM
a few years ago i was speaking to someone i hadn't seen in 20+ years (h.s.) who said "you were always so good in art - did you ever do anything with it? i said i never "did anything with it" but that i still drew, sometimes more, sometimes less, that i did it for me. i think assignments can be helpful to some people, and i certainly agree that taking the time every day to record an observation is helpful. i'm also well aware of dry spells in between my more fruitful periods. as always, danny, your words ring true.
Posted by: blue | August 1, 2005 10:40 AM
My comment has nothing to do with drawing.
I'm here to register a complaint. I started by reading Everyday Matters, then found this blog. I've worked my way through the whole thing in a little under a week, and now I'm addicted. Completely, totally, irrevocably...
How am I supposed to deal with only an entry a day to read??? I'm already feeling the effects of withdrawal this morning.
Thanks so much for this wonderful wonderful place. I don't draw, but I find myself writing much more since I found it.
Posted by: Lil | August 1, 2005 11:41 AM
Again, loving the Vespa bits. Visually very cool. Excellent texture.
Posted by: David | August 1, 2005 02:28 PM
Dude, If I had a bust stop,
I wouldn't be drawing:-))
Thanks man,
Marc
Posted by: marc | August 1, 2005 03:22 PM
Loved this. Written from the heart, and received likewise. All of it is summed up in the last sentence. I've printed out a copy to re-read often. Thanks!
Posted by: Rita Cleary | August 1, 2005 11:54 PM
As an avid diarist, I "translate" everything I read about creativity into how it applies to the diary. So your words about drawing your day everyday is the same as writing your day--
your breakfast
your bus stop
your bathroom wall
your laundry as you fold it
etc.--
in your diary everyday. Thank you for spreading the word(s).
Posted by: lisa | August 3, 2005 10:48 AM
Hi Danny,
You have a great philosophy. I struggle everyday to find things to write about. Not sure if I want to post it to the world. but your words drive home the point that we create for our souls, not for others. Thanks for your words. I'm a first-timer to your blog. All the way from the other end of the world, Singapore. What a wonder web does.....
inspired, lisan
Posted by: Lisan | August 3, 2005 11:28 AM
Danny:
Your drawings are incredible. I really do enjoy looking at them and reading your entries.
Posted by: Lu | August 3, 2005 12:05 PM
This is just what I needed! Your blog is always an inspiration! Thatīs why Iīm a huge fan of your blog since I discovered it over a year ago! Thanks for sharing!
Posted by: Bea | August 3, 2005 06:31 PM
Hi Danny, just came across your blog through someone else's. I have just come back to drawing following a fifteen year gap - since school no less. I was worried that I wasn't very good and that no-one would appreciate my sketches - but reading this post has made me realise that that doesn't matter - it is for me and no-one else. I particularly like what you said about the pen and the page being tools for taking time and slowing it down - maybe drawing and writing have a similar role to play in this.
Posted by: mc | August 3, 2005 11:41 PM
Thank you Danny, for expressing your clear philosophy so eloquently.
Yes, the now is all we have. I make pictures for myself, to uplift me, to challenge me, to prove I am here, alive, in the moment.
Then I find that others enjoy looking at my work. So my creative spirit makes the world better for me, and the by-product is pleasing too.
Cheers,
B.
Posted by: Peter Bryenton | August 4, 2005 07:56 AM
Danny: BLESS YOU for your words, your spirit, your art, your generous sharing. I can't concur enough -- though I tend to write more than 'art' - I'm trying to draw SOMETHING each day - my cup, my pen, SOMETHING - but you've said it all - it's the slowing down, the SEEING, the EXPERIENCING, the 'smelling of the roses' that drawing/writing does ... BLESS YOU!
Posted by: Lin | August 4, 2005 07:32 PM
Thank you!
Posted by: Bea | August 5, 2005 04:48 AM
God damn you're right! Well said...
Nancy Gr.
Posted by: Nancy Grim | August 7, 2005 11:27 PM
Danny, thank you so much for this inspiration. This is seriously written from the heart and you touched and inspired so many hearts on so many levels. Right now I am about to end my long stay at another country, and after coming across your site for the first time, Im kicking myself hard for not drawing more. It is not everyday that you get to see and feel the atmosphere of a different country. It has been relaxing but I regret being so lazy. Thanks for pushing us to draw. I will start at an art college this fall, and will make sure to print this essay out and look back on it time to time.
-m.k.w.
Posted by: melkw | August 9, 2005 05:32 AM
exactly. very well put danny.
Posted by: kevin | August 10, 2005 06:14 PM
here! here! absolutely dead on! I have changed my life through drawing... I know what you mean. we are always searching for something more..drawing calms me down and makes me appreciate the moment.
Thanks Danny,well said.
Posted by: Rhonda | August 11, 2005 03:52 PM
Danny,
I pop back here often, for a little creative sustenance.. a booster shot, if you will.
A little prodding reminder of the why's and the wherefore's of this drawing malarky always makes me *need* to pick up a pen and give it a go, as if for the first time.
Your site often provides this, and as such I would like to thank you for making me feel ok about this kind of thing.
All the best to each of us...
ams
Posted by: ams | August 16, 2005 10:50 AM
Very encouraging. Thanks for the reminder that it's ok to stray from our path... and there's a tomorrow to look forward to. =)
Posted by: Gloria | August 17, 2005 02:38 PM