I have just returned from a few days in Jerusalem and over the next week I shall doll up and dole out the journal I kept there. As my writing can be a little tough to read, I have transcribed my captions below on the left in brown and then added some further thoughts on the right.
Before you read it and are moved to write all sorts of inflamed comments, bear in mind that my POV is very subjective and distorted by the 70+ years my mother's family
has spend in Israel and the on and off relationship I have had with that tortured little patch of sand.
My grandfather is 94 and fairly deaf. He probably doesn't hear the church bells at dusk or the muezzin's call at dawn or the distant gunfire during the night. Jerusalem's nightlife also consists of many sorts of wild things: crickets, birds, owls, lizards, all boasting and bellyaching past the crack of dawn.
When we lived in Israel, thirty years ago, only doctors had phones. Now every one has one tethered to them somewhere. I am told to speak English rather than Hebrew to the Palestinians. The young Arabs look like Israelis. The young Israelis look like Americans. The Americans all look soft and unprepared. The whole country is a lot more modernized and generic than I remember but it also has an undercurrent of paranoia and impatience that has replaced its former world weariness.
I have come here pretty reluctantly, cajoled by mother who comes twice a year to check on my grandfather. My last visit was twelve years ago, to attend my grandmother's funeral. I remember the gentle nudge of her ankle against my hand, its dead weight through her shroud as I bore her pall. Then we slid her body into a dusty hole on a hillside, planting her like the flowers she loved. I've not had much appetite to return but my mum has been increasingly insistent.
I have never liked this country much. I abhor its politics, its arrogance and its disproportionate impact on the global community. But my maternal ancestors were German and Polish jews, most of whom settled in this desert in the 1930s. The rest settled into the crematoria of Eastern Europe.
Only my grandparents took a different course: first studying medicine in Mussolini’s Rome, then fleeing to British India to purse my grandfather’s second cousin who owed him money. The cousin turned up in Africa a decade later, soon after my grandparents, mother and uncle were released from an internment camp on the Kashmiri border where they had spent seven years with other enemies of the Raj, communists, Nazi sympathizers and German nationals like themselves. Undeterred by the irony of being imprisoned by the enemies of their enemies, my grandparents set up a practice in India, then Pakistan, where they remained for thirty five years. When war broke out in the early 70s they joined us in Israel where war broke out again and we left for the USA.
My grandparents remained in Jerusalem, forced to fend without their accustomed servants, cooks, and gardeners, and shrinking with age.
Derekh Hevron is fairly deserted on Sabbath morning as I walk into town to do some drawing in the Old City. It is fairly hot already, about 90° and it is only 11 am. It is also a little daunting to be wandering mapless, but I hope I'll find my way back eventually.
Although I have been to Jerusalem many times as a child, a teenager and as a young adult, I've never been a tourist here. I also promised Patti that I would not take busses, which she is convinced are all rolling terrorist targets.
I wear my back pack; it is filled with my Grumbacher watercolors, a box of pens, my trusty Rapidoliner and a new journal, an Arches travel journal, 6x9.5" of 140 lb. cold press watercolor paper.
I pick up scraps along the way to collage onto the covers of my book: cigarette packs, receipts, newspapers, maps, and other ephemera.
Comments
Welcome back...you were missed.
Posted by: Joy | June 10, 2004 10:30 AM
Glad you are back safely. Thanks for the first installment - I'm looking forward to more. K.
Posted by: Karen Winters | June 10, 2004 10:55 AM
When I read these notes from your trip to Jerusalem the first thing I thought was "he is a fortunate man." Thank you for sharing, as always.
Posted by: Stephanie | June 10, 2004 11:06 AM
Stephanie's comments are mine also.
Posted by: Karen | June 10, 2004 11:12 AM
Welcome back!! What an incredible journey that sounds like... My father does a lot of international work (mainly to Turkey, Saudi Arabia, India, etc , but also to some asian countries to advise them on their medical "stuff") and I am always scared for him, but jealous at the same time- how amazingly terrifying and exciting it must be to travel like that now!
XOXOXO
eMiLy
Posted by: Emily Lyles | June 10, 2004 11:20 AM
i'm glad you're back!
can i just say how much it depressed me that Zak Smith is only 28? i know that's wrong of me, but c'est la vie.
Posted by: soren | June 10, 2004 11:28 AM
have missed your entries. welcome back and looking forward to other parts.
Posted by: azura | June 10, 2004 12:42 PM
Yup, as much as I loved the previous drawing of the shoe with it's coloful intensity, I'm so happy that you're safely back with new images for our eager eyes.
^_~
Posted by: tania | June 10, 2004 12:43 PM
glad you're back safe and sound - beautiful drawings - can't wait to see more.
Posted by: stef | June 10, 2004 01:36 PM
"Welcome home!" - I heard a custom's agent say that to me once on my way back in the USA and I was so taken by those two simple words that released many deep emotions. Danny, your family history is so intriquing and astounding. You are very fortunate to know all this about your history! Thanks for sharing.
from Sharon
Posted by: sharon | June 10, 2004 06:20 PM
Welcome back! I am glad you and yours are safe. Danny, in the few months I have kept up with you through this blog your art and drawing style has grown exponentially. It is so much fun to watch.
Posted by: Melly | June 10, 2004 09:18 PM
It's interesting to see you draw such a different landscape. I see that noone has commented on the political issues - is that because you asked them to, or because they aren't interested? I do not feel provoked at all, on the contrary - you sound reflected, and it's very interesting to hear the views on Israel by a man who has lived there once. The situation is not a simple one - how is it possible to have a simple view of it? Your post is very much appreciated, not scorned. And welcome back, by the way!
Posted by: Anja | June 11, 2004 06:45 AM
Hi Danny
Just dropping in to say hi again and how much I loved the latest update. Whilst not Jewish I've always had this thing about Judaism and the Jewish people. May be seeing the Holocaust images while young and the suffering really impacted me. My mum had many Jewish friends, but I really loved the pic of your grandfather, I feel as if a picture would form in front of my eyes and there's the real man, so realistic it is.
The story of your grandparents is amazing. What a life. You should write a book on them. I sometimes think that of my paternal family, who started off in Scotland and then became colonials to India, Ceylon and the Caribbean.
Anyways, I love your stuff, it is inspiring because you are so bloody talented and I ache to have that sort of talent, its just more practice I know, yay!
Warm hugs
Lise :^)
Posted by: Lise | June 13, 2004 09:03 PM